{"id":8027,"date":"2020-08-22T19:35:01","date_gmt":"2020-08-22T19:35:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/?p=8027"},"modified":"2020-08-22T19:35:04","modified_gmt":"2020-08-22T19:35:04","slug":"moping","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/2020\/08\/moping\/","title":{"rendered":"Moping"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Hey, it’s my blog, and I can mope if I want.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I encountered the phrase “Creative Misfit” this week. It’s really made me think. I’ve been struggling with “what’s my place on this virus-wracked blue marble” and I have to admit that even the title Misfit doesn’t, well, fit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

So I’ve adopted a new phrase — Creative Outsider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It’s been like this since I was very young. I could move through virtually any group, but I never belonged to any of them. Fast forward to me being forty-toomuch, and I still don’t. I even work in two departments at the day job and don’t truly belong in either one. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am a Creative Outsider. I can’t explain my process. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

How long should chapters be? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

They end when they stop. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

How many beats are in this scene? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

(insert confused Scooby-Doo look here) What the fuck is a “beat?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

How many words will your WIP have?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uhhhhh … I’ll let you know when it’s done?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This can get frustrating for someone who wants to interact more. I don’t have answers. I have nothing else to offer other than my writing and the occasional rage-fueled rant. I go to work, I come home. That’s it. When the gods see fit to let my brain and the amount of time I have in the evenings work together, I write. (Which I did today — Natural Born Savior is almost done. I think.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I really don’t have a destination in mind for this post. But the more I think of it, I may have to have a T-shirt with “CREATIVE OUTSIDER” on it. Y’know, just to remind me I don’t have to fit in with the group to churn out some kick-ass stories. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

There’s more on my mind but — I’ll save it for later. I’ve got a “Lower Level Exclusive” idea for a short story I need to chase. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hey, it’s my blog, and I can mope if I want. I encountered the phrase “Creative Misfit” this week. It’s really made me think. I’ve been struggling with “what’s my place on this virus-wracked blue marble” and I have to admit that even the title…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[43],"tags":[112,110,111],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8027"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8027"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8027\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8028,"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8027\/revisions\/8028"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8027"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8027"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/leighgrissom.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8027"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}